July 27, 2008

"Work In Progress"

"Work In Progress",

That's the sign on my door.

Sending loving energy into my past,

and paying attention to the pictures I send to others;

Are they holding me back,

or helping me rise higher?

What images do others have of me?

And do the pictures I have of them

help them to achieve a better life?

We often accept the pictures

that others have of us without question,

and not only accept them

but act them out.

I realized

I had been living other people's scripts for me,

rather than writing my own;

Obsessive thoughts and feelings

keyed into me emotionally,

flashing negative pictures over and over again.

I now free myself

from deceptive situations

and release creative energy

to produce a true picture of things

as they really are,

helping me to create

what I want in physical reality.

One blind spot

has been to be too aware of myself,

existing too much

on the center of the stage of my own life,

which blocked me from sensing others' needs

and seeing what I could do to serve and assist them.

I am a "Work In Progress",

never finished, and ever willing to change.

So I am sending new images of myself

as pictures are easier to pick up than words,

making every contact I have throughout the day

a healing one

Because we cannot become more sensitive to energy

until we can handle it in a healing way;

When we can work with the energy we sense

in a way that is healing for ourselves and others,

the more we can sense

and know the energy around us.

I have, thus, decided

to live my life from this moment onwards

as if I only had a few months to live,

releasing internal conflicts

by speaking and acting from a level of honesty and integrity

that re-enforces my self-respect.

Deciding to live a life

that brings me and those around me

joy and laughter

and wonderful memories.

Visualizing balance in my life

and knowing that this balance

is what I want,

growing, enlarging and expanding

the scope of my world.

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